27 Dec 2006 Wednesday

Its been some time since i last blog, currently i am in Taiwan. having holidays? you might think so....haaiz.

Just a little recap. Reached Taiwan on the 18 Dec, went to take bus all the way to th place i intended to stay. Reach there around 9pm, tired after 4 hours of plane journey. Feel asleep. One day just passed like that.

19 Dec - 20 Dec went to Taipei to shop for clothes, dissapointed by the weather cause its rainning and the clothes due to its winter. They are selling winter clothes everywhere.

21 Dec went back to the place i stayedhad a drinking session with my old friends. The feeling is like i am still working in Taiwan...how times flies i have been in Singapore for 2 months already.

22 Dec went up to taipei again for the slogan dun give up hope. We were able to laise with one shop for its clothes although quite ex i am sure it will be appealing to the working class.

23 Dec recieved a piece of sad news from singapore which i shall not elaborate here due to protection of the particular person but hope that person would grab a hold of themselves.

24 Dec Christmas Eve , most of you must be having fun ... as for me i think i spend a lot in Taiwan so its time to tone down a bit. So i decided to hide in my inteded place of stay.

25 Dec Christmas day, well today was planning to travel futher than usual but change of plans end up still hide but at the evening went to drink with friends again. Chat up a bit went back and sleep. Little happy memories of the past slips in and guess what... i finally got a chance to ride skipper on the road lolx, Best of all, i was pillion by a lady friend who is only 15 years dont think otherwise. After that i pillion her home, then i made my way home. But today i tried riding 3 different skippers, damn its nice to have a bike and not wearing helmet while riding lolx

26 dec - 27 dec went up taipei again meet up with jiawei cousins and shopped around. Planning to go Gao Hsiung today but end up we delay due to we wake up late and you know what the ticket to Gao Hsiung cost SGD close to 45 bucks per trip per pax. We nearly faint but what the heck since we are here we might as well make full use of it
...Tomorrow will be another long day travel 5 hours there Even fly back to Singapore time also shorter....

16 Dec 2006 Saturday

Suddenly i feel depressed again. Sitting at one corner i ask my myselfwhat is wrong with me...i really dunno the ans though.

I have been thinking, why am i always around for people who is in need. Then what happens when i am the one in need? I am a guy in a society whereby guys are ought to be stronger, always have to put on a brave front for this and that. We are not to show our feeling so easily or should i say readily cause the society despise so.

Why should i be there for people? Why should i be swallowing when other rave anger at me? Why should i be so concern about others when their problems are over they might not even remember who was with them when they are down?

I really feel like isolating myself, be likeit a not. I also got ATTITUDE. I also got ANGER. I also got my DISLIKES. Why should i be pleasing everyone? I feel like telling them off. Be it you like it a not thats me. Want you tolerate me why must i be tolerating almost everyone. Like it be with dont like fuck away from me.

I too hunger for love and care. I find my hunger for shower of care and concern more and more today. Is your problem and dislike so big in this world that everything must be pin point down to the word "I". If wan to talk about I, I dont care whatyou think thats your own fucking problem. Why should I hear your sadness be with you and let you vent your anger? Why should I be mr nice guy when i am always telling people all around me that i am a barbarian.

Till now i still cant find an answer. I too got my worries got my problems got my hunger for love and shower of care...Although i said all these but when help is needed i still find it hard to turn people down cause i dont want to regret without helping another that is within my means...What a fuck up person I am.

For those who are reading this dont mind me. This thought just suddnely surface a while i be fine trust me,i just find that i too need care and concern just like i used to have from my mom and the hunger for this is growing significantly. I feel like a little boy wanting to seek attention, tears nearly roll down as i am typing this.Just wanna blog my feelings...

14 Dec 2006 Tuesday

Today after work went back home borrowed my father's car then went to pick Joanne up and went to her sister's place. We bought some gifts for the kids.

Its been a year plus that i last saw them dunno how much have they grown up. Below are some pictures of them .... really cute !!~~

3rd Dec 2006 Sunday

Rush rush rush...today is rushing here and there. Woke up at 11am rush to bath then rush to Compasspoint to meet my fren robin. Then waited for Edna my HSBC insurance agent at 3pm. After that rush back home pick my younger brother and dad up and rush to expo to get my younger brother a lappy(ASUS) cost ~$2100. After that rush them home. After that i rush down to Woodlands to pick Jiawei and his gf Ivy up. Rush to Khatib mrt to meet up her friends. Lead them the way to Pasir Ris Mid Nite Summer Breeze...

Had our dinner there, whole day drive here and there... tired i still like being a passenger. After dinner chat till around 11pm sent them home and i went home.

Some pics taken over there at MidNite Summer Breeze.

2 Dec 2006 Saturday

Sim Lim - went there to source out cheaper lap top for my brother...Sean, Jiawei and Hon neng accompanied me. We source for quite a few lappy in mind and i called my younger brother and asked if he wants but still he dont want.

After SimLim we were preparing to go home. Ivy called Jiawei and said she failed her exams today. Jiawei went to accompany her after awhile she used jiaweí's hp to call me saying she very sad and wants me to accompany them go chiong... i agreed.

Afternoon mommy jasmin called said if i wanted to meet up so i told her today cant i need to accompany my sis as she failed her exams.

At night we planned to go Double O drink then go Dragonfly to dance. When meet up with Jiawei and ivy. They told me she never fail her exams....rubbish but its great news too.

We went to Double O , both of trhem open a bottle of Chivas. To celebrate ivy ad one of her friends birthday. I called Wilson up asked he wanted to join. Wilson came, we drank GRAVEYARD...yucks...drink Chivas halfway ...hee hee

Took a few photos for that day...Wilson sent me home.

Group photo taken by Wilson ...

Guys night out...

Guys having fun...

Gals of the night ...

Gals having fun...?

Funny faces?... not all

Couple of the year !!!

Couple of the year !!!

1 Dec 2006 Friday

On leave today, went to meet jiawei and hon neng to go big boyz toyz at expo. Meet up my bro, his gf, my dad and my younger brother.

Went there to look at cars and bikes, later went to the IT fair to see the prices of the laptop as my younger brother wanted to get a laptop for his studies. His aim was something high end which cost about, $2,700. Does IT programming really need such high end laptops?

We did not purchase any as we were hoping for the prices to drop. We sat at the macau express had a little talk...after that went home...but i lost my handphone while i was sending jiawei and hon neng home. I realise i had left it on the table at the table on macau express.

I cancelled the line feeling very sad. Its not the phone i am sad about its the contacts that were in it my friends contacts all these years just end up gone in a snap of fingers...

After sending them home, i went down to tampiness to look for my brother. Reached there around 1120pm ...wait...waited... waiting ...1150pm still no sign of him. Panic i drove around that area a few times... still no sign of him...whats worse ilost my handphone no way of contacting him.

Finally i decided i parked my car aside walked to the nearest coffee shop hoping that they still have public phones with insertion of 10 cents. Finally found one...called him and to ease my mind he did not managed to get the bus only he was walking over from tampiness to Temasek Poly to look for me.

When i saw him i was so glad... the feeling was like when he just came back from Australia...

We had a little talk at the coffee shop that brought us so many memories .... saw a few groups of youngsters ,how we wished we were 18...lolx... memories are always well kept deep down in our hearts. Those carefree yet gutsy times...everything also dare days.

From here i realise time really flies looking back it was just like yesterday... and its already been almost 8 years. This i learned treasure the times together caused you might not have the time in the future and remember the good times and forget the bad times for when u think back its so silly and might regret it...

27 Nov 2006 Monday


After work went to meet up with Jiawei, went to chevrons to meet my Taiwan colleagues. Some of them are already back in Singapore. We had some beer, did some catching up and drank some beer.

Although we had met up for only 2 hours but it was really great feeling. Almost half the people are around and growing.Waiting for the rest of the guys to be back... Taiwan i love you !!!

26 Nov 2006 Sunday

Today meet up with 2 insurance agents, at 11 am a guy then at 12 pm a gal. We talked for a few hours then they cam up to my place. Talked for a while again then the gal went off around 3pm and the guy who is my friend in BMT went off around 4 plus.

I washed myself up and prepare myself for my friends wedding dinner think about it i got 4 bombs in total for this 3 months... scary

Got my self holladed again while driving the car.... this time round...Punggol>>Woodlands>>Jalan Kayu>>Boon Lay (destination reached. Had quite a sumtous dinner meet up with some ord friends there.

Afterthedinner got myself home and its already 12am...haiz working tomorrow again...start of another boring week

25 Nov 2006 Saturday

Today went to cut hair, i meet up with Jon around 130pm. I am already very late and we went to meet up with Jasmin and Grace.

After the hairsut we went to Tion Bahru Plaza for brunch lolx... ate at a restaurant named grill i think can really remember the name. We planned for a movie...Royale Casino which starts at 5.15pm. Grace and me rush to Takashimaya to get a voucher and a few books.

Then rush back to Tiong Bahru for the movie again...i fell asleep halfway through the movie think i am quite tired...After the movie Grace went to her friends birthday dinner and we continue to Chinatown for karaoke. Meet up with wei wei's friend a really young kid ...we sang till around 1.45am then we decided to go dragonfly. However unsuccesful then we went home.

25 Nov 2006 Saturday

Today went to cut hair, i meet up with Jon around 130pm. I am already very late and we went to meet up with Jasmin and Grace.

After the hairsut we went to Tion Bahru Plaza for brunch lolx... ate at a restaurant named grill i think can really remember the name. We planned for a movie...Royale Casino which starts at 5.15pm. Grace and me rush to Takashimaya to get a voucher and a few books.

Then rush back to Tiong Bahru for the movie again...i fell asleep halfway through the movie think i am quite tired...After the movie Grace went to her friends birthday dinner and we continue to Chinatown for karaoke. Meet up with wei wei's friend a really young kid ...we sang till around 1.45am then we decided to go dragonfly. However unsuccesful then we went home.

24 Nov 2006 Friday

Today went to Jiawei home immediately after work... did the design for our logo.

After that we went to Double O to drink, went home around 3am , the music there not my type.

21 Nov 2006 Tuesday

This whole week i wont be in the office course on computer course at parklane... lolx really looking forward to it. Got so many things i wanted to learn and put into use. Hope it will be helpful.

The food over there are really expensive siah...

Today drive car to work followed my friends car end up i hollanded again... you know wher i end up ... marina south carpark A...

Called wilson up and use loudspeaker, he guide me all the way to my workplace, really thanks to him.

After send Woo and Chew home... rainning siah. Went to jiawei home pick him up then we send Chew home and had dinner together.

19 Nov 2006 Sunday

Today my dad went overseasso i drove his car aound, sent him to airport but i end up hollanded back home - airport >> tampiness >> khaki bukit >>tampiness >>home. Really feel like mountain tortise.

After that afternoon went to Jeremy's place cause his daughter one month. (second one this year)

After that went to Jon's home to pick them up for dinner together with my bro. We went for movies... STEP UP... really nice show and inspiring.

After movie i send them home and went home. Nice week spent.

18 Nov 2006 Saturday

Today went to play tennis with Jon, Jasmin, Grace and some of Jon's friends.
Really old liao hard to capture the trick of the sport. Haiz...lolx

After tennis we went for dinner at Alexandra there, we had "zhi cha". Eat untill very full, then went to Jon's home to bath. Then we went to Celeste birthday at Safra at Boat Quay there. Ordered Jack Daniels to drink...alot of people were there. Feel a bit funny though...cause i dun actually belong there lucky got Jon to accompany me.

Drink till around 3am, then actually wanted to switch to Dragonfly to dance however last minute change of plans and we went home. I sent Joanne home, at home Jiayan msn me say she very angry i also dunno what to do also ... so msg a few ppl asking for help.

They ask me not to worry so much as they will take care of it, so i went to sleep at 4am.

17 Nov 2006 Friday

Today went Dragonfly with Jiawei, his gf and his gf's friend. Went there i waited for Grace to come. The ladies while waiting did not complained about standing for a few hours really salute them.

Grace came later and its quite messycause some of our friends are still outside and some have yet to arrive. We did not have a table but around midnight some people gave up atable to us. Thanking the nice people, our group was like flooded with ladies. I think there are about 7 gals and 5 guys.

Drink alot then i got drunk again but lucky know how to get home. Jiawei gf was high,think she drank too much also.